Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart?
Now, why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?

A perfectly good heart - Taylor Swift

Ilovethatsong! (:
So sad.. ): ahaha..
Ahaha..
Did nothing fun lately..
Hmmmmmmmmmmmm,
just went out with dad and bro only..
Weee !~ nothing to say here.
Ok, idk why i felt the urge to write here.
Ok, bb..

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ ooompa ]

I can honestly say;
You've been on my mind since I woke up today.
I look at your photograph all the time..
These memories come back to life and I don't mind..

I remember when we met,
I still talk about it much..
The time that you danced with me with no music playing..
I remember those simple things..
I remember till I cried..
But the one thing I wish I'd forget,
a memory I want to forget.. Is goodbye..

I woke up this morning and played our song..
And through my tears I sang along..

And suddenly my cell phone was blowing up.
With your ring tone!
I hesitated.. but answered it anyway..
You sound so alone!
And I'm surprised to hear you say;

You remember when we met,
you still talk about it much..
The time that you danced with me..
With no music playing!
You remember those simple things..
We talked till we cried..
You said that your biggest regret was..
the one that you wish I'd forget.. Is saying goodbye

Hmm, ahaha.. Nothing better to do.
Roaming in the past..
Ahaha, nice right?
Ok, that's all to say.
Byebye.

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ O.O" ]

Well, went to st.11 first..
go market. :p ahaha..
went to take bus..
met cik mas, alif's auntie.. :p
then met mua mother's friend.
and her child.
aahha.. which is sec 4. LOL!
ahhaa.. then went to buy lontong.. O.O"
then went to school.
talked alot.
then received results~
212! express!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHAHHA! weeeeeeeeeee!~!~
Syakirin got 249~ omg.
im scared we arent going to the same school.
maybe same school with izah..
but diff class..
hmm, so sad.
then saw lizardman and fatality at hall.. so happy they came!
then i and izah and our mothersssssss,
went to ASSALAM!
so much fun!
saw lizardman, fatality and mr adrai.
LOL! so fun,
they gave up their seats and table to us!
then fatality help join the tables!
then izah go tell her mum that they are evps teachers..
then her mum go tell my mum..
then my mum go say out loud,
" ouhh, evps teachers eh?"
then fatality answer:
" ye saya. " so cute! then he smile sommore!
ok, that's all!

DOTDOTDOT;
dayah [ lizard ]

Ahaha, nothing better to do.
Went to eat out.
So, nothing much.
Just took pictures
and decided to upload them
cause they are quite cute.
Yeahh, i know, nothing better to do.
Now [ also ] doing nothing..
Chatting with Twinz and Ho Yin.
And now, Ho Yin is IDK doing what.
Ahaha.. So bored..
Love me love me, say that you love me.
Fool me fool me, oh how you do me.
Kiss me kiss me, say that you miss me!
Listening to that song.
Love me - My Boyfriend la.
Ahaha.. Justin Bieber..
CUTECUTECUTEstuff.
Not hot stuff
cause he still young..
When he is about 20 + then hot stuff..
Ahaha.. Now, he is too young ahh!
Ok, idk what to type..
Yesterday they all go gathering..
I didnt go.. I go out with DIYDII masai.
Ahaha.. So bored now..
~ MY HEART IS BLIND BUT I DONT CARE ~
Oh, yeah. Ahaha.. Tell me what I want to hear only.
Dont tell me things that I dont want to hear ahh!
Ok, that is all to update laaaaaa..

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAHtheadik [ diydii'sforever ]

Felt so bored,
started to edit pictures.
So that is one of my masterpieces..
Just went to Fatality's fb..
And it was - CHAOS! ahaha..
With Lizardman being like wth..
LOL! Ok, had fun. Not so bored anymore..
With Syakirin Online, i cant be bored now.
Ahaha.. I love the pictures..
Of Lizardman and My Teachers that im ashamed call them my teachers..
Hmm, idk what to do lehh.. O.o
Listening to songs.. ILOVEJUSTIN!
One Time and Love Me.
Hmm, idk what to talk about now..
Feeling agitated & irritated.
SHUT UP LA! got people drilling upstairs..
STUPID! SHUT UP!!!! IKNOWYOUHATEME!
urgh, shut up laaaaaaaaaaaaa.. dodol.
Whaaaa dodol? ahaha, nothing, for fun..
Okay, idk what else to say..
So, that's all.. I told you, if there were updates,
I will inform, so here I was.
To tell you guys bout Justin & Me edited picture..
Weee, bye.

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ iloveyou ]

Wondering why Justin's here?
Idk, I don't like him at first..
But after watching his music video and all..
I quite like him.. And then, i found out:
His birthday date is the same as mine!
But he is 3 years older than me!
Ahaha.. He is 15 and I am 12!
Aahahha! This is so fun..
Ahaha, started listening to his songs..
I love One Time & Love me.
I love it! So much!

I have been in Singapore Tagged Chat Room from 3pm,
And it is sooooooooooooo boring.
No one stays.. They come in then goes out.
It's irritating, I conquer the STCR!
Weee, now so bored..
I want to off ah..
Boredbored..

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ willupdatemore - ifhavelatestnews ]

Went to eat at Eunos..
Sms-ed Ho Yin alot..
From 10 am to now.
I think.. And he reply so fast.
i ate mutton chop - YUMYUM!
Then went to EXPO!
SAW - DIDICAZLI!!
regret - didnt take picture with him..
ahaha.. then went to bedok..
bought a new pair of bottoms
& new pair of shoes..
ok, nth to talk about..

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ sad, my twinz also sad ]

With Ho Yin,
We declared ourselves Best Friends!
Ahaha.. He is the first guy that I held hands with.
He is the first guy that I know who likes to sleep in Ms Mah's class..
Hmm, I am the first girl he held hands with ah..
Ok, I just wanna say ;

HAPPY BEST FRIENDS DAY!
200109 ! today is the 11 month!
Nice! Great work, buddy!
Aahahhaha!

Okay, that's all..

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ dayahla ]

GRADUATION NITE came to an end yesterday...
So saddd..
But did not cry though..
It was an awesome night!
A night of our dreams..
Did lots of things..
And took picture with.............. LIZARDMAN!
Last minute before he went to Office to go home ( i think )
Ok, I will miss everyone! Especially ehem..
Here are some pictures taken with me in them..

One picture, taken with FATALITY - weird ah
I ask if can take picture..
Then he say can..
I thought want take with me, syak and him..
And then I was like looking for someone to take for us the picture..
Then I was blurr liaox.. Then he some more like very stern face,,
Scary sia.. Then took alone with him..
Then syak's turn.. Then I said thank you..
Aahah.. It was cute..



But before that,
I took picture with... Lizardman..
EDITED EHHS ;



He is friendly. Friendlier than Fatality.
Syakirin or me ( i forgot ) ask him if can take picture..
Then he say,
Okay, sure, can..
Aahahhahah..
DOTDOTDOT..
speechless..
I thought he was doing 'peace' sign too..
Then he do good sign..
WTH sia?? ahahahhaha..
Steamy sexy pair of eyes.. yeahhhhh. hmmm, crazy teacher..
AHAHAHAHHA! facebook laaa..

Ok, took pictures with other people..
It was a fun night la..
With DAYAH THE MOUSE eh thingy..
urgh, no permission lehh!
Now, im eating the apple pie from yesterday's grad nite.
Yummy. Thanks MRS BERGER!
ILYYYY! AHAHAHHAHAHHA!
want see pictures not in grad nite? ahahaha..

Reading bedtime story for Lizardman ah?>\
Whaaaa he doing?What you doing ah? Concentrating on whaaaa ah? I like this picture the most ah!!!!!

Ok, all that is soooooooooo out of point..
Ok, that's all to say about grad nite. I know my el is nice..
Ahahaha.. Lizardmaaaan...
I'll miss him and the rest of the teachers...
Hmmmmmmmmm..
And my friends.. Iman stupid seyh..
All the rest of primary sixes, including boys, are willing to take photos..
Except for him. BODOH SOMBONG ah him..
Okayy, that's all..

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ lizardman's no more.. ]
so sad.. i got to leave you behind..

went for class gathering.
nothing much happened.
just wangweijie wore a formal clothing.
and it was like, ahahhaa!
then they went for block catching.
then wangweijie was like looking for a place to put his vest and tie.
and i offered help [ kind person waht ]
ahaha.. then christabelle ask me to hold her things [ twinssss ]
then went to tm..
bought my tie.. pink tie ahh..
and then nothing much.
just ran home..
syakirin ahhhhhhhhh.
her mother want come back, extraa [ ahaha ]
chatting with syahadah, rashiqa and syakirin..
SO BORED SIA! urghh.. ron know waht to do.
i ron know. ahahha.. PCK.
im officially his ah. (:
so bored. tomorrow last day of school before grad nite.
i want to hug him..
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i want to cry,
not because im gonna miss my friends
BUT BECAUSE OF him..
dont leave me,
take me with you!
i wish he will say that!
ahahahah, like real..
i will miss everyone!
omgomgomgomgomgomg!
it looks like gomg!
ahaha, it's supposed to be OMG.
listening to songs.
i want to cryyyyyy!
grad nite = leaving school = leave him behind..
so sad lehhh. i want him to go to the school that i go..
i wish that would happen!
Okay, that's all..
about the rest of the days,
idk what to type.
met crazy woman on bus 67..
scaaaaaaaaaaaaary.
and then egg-thrower throw egg at us.
IDOT. idot sia. idot..
then idk what's with nada.
we are friends with her,
but she doesnt seem like she want to friennd us.
just now, syakirin wore wangweijie's vest and walked around,
she saw syakirin and then rolled her eyes.
now, who's the 'son-of-a-BITCH'?
idk, she has changed. idk her anymore.
this is the new nada.
i want the old one back!
please, i dont want to fight.
now, she gets angry easily even for little things.
idk how to explain, she has just changed.
changed for the worse.
anyway, im now going to type like this:
h e l l o , i a m d a y a h d a y a h d a y a h . i l o v e l i z a r d m a n s e y h .
i m g o n n a m i s s h i m . .
t o m o r r o w i s t h e l a s t d a y t o m e e t h i m .
o r t o m o r r o w w i l l b e t h e s e c o n d l a s t i f h e c o m e s o n g r a d u a t i o n n i g h t .
a n d e f f a n d y i s o f f i c i a l l y m i n e ,
e f f a n d y e f f a n d y .
a h a h a h h a h a h . e f f a n d y i s m y m a t a e r . .
inverted commas.. effandy is so not my mataer ehhs..
effandy is just a cool name la.. (:

D O T D O T D O T ;
D A Y A H [ e f f a n d y ]

Urghh.. I feel so irritated sia.
I don't like gembengs.
BE MATURED LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
Okay, don't want to talk bout that.

About [ LIZARDMAN ]..
So cute. At hall just now.
Take pictures.. Wee!
Then [ FATALITY ] the mouth dropped open.
Aahhahahahah! While watching the show..
So funny + cute sia..
Then I and Syakirin was like whatthehell peeps.
Talk about MURUKU being gay partners with FATALITY.
Crazy sia. I discovered that, w/o nada also, the day could be crazy.
With Syakirin. I think I can live w/o nada.
But I cannot live w/o Syakirin.
Omg, Im going to miss Syakirin so much.
Hope to go same school liaox.
Syahadah is talking crap. And she thought it's funny.
BUT [ itisnotatallfunnysia, insulting-yeahh ]
URGH. I hate this kind of people.
Okayy. Let me list down whatkindofpeopleihatesomuch.

1ST - GEMBENGS!
2ND - TRYING TO BE FUNNY but it is insulting.
3RD - WANNA ACT SMART KIND OF PEEPS.

And more idiot-people around.
Just dont be an idiot and i will like you.
Ahaha.. I hate idiot laaaa.
And gembengs.
And the 2nd and 3rd.
Okay.. About grad night.

I partner Ho Yin..

This is Ho Yin.. Ahaha.
Tak perlu taruk gambar.
But I want, so, my problem ah!
He cute right? Ahaha..
LOL? ahaha. Joking ahh..
Ahaha.. Sengaja.
Can be with a girl.
But, grad night sia.
Break out from my shell ah!
My shell~~
Aahahhaha.... Crazyyy.
Need to hold hands.. Ahaha..
It's okay whaaaaaaaaaaa!
Whaaaaaaa, no 't' ah!
Ahahahah! Okayy that is all.

DOTDOTDOT;
[ DAYAH ]

Had dance rehearsal.
It was fun laaaa.
Dance to freestyle laaaa,
what laaaa.. ahahaha.
Seriously fun..
When it came to a song ;
I'll remember you,
most of us cried -
thinking of grad nite -
leaving the school.
I cried a little only..
(: YAY ME!
So, here's some pictures,
taken by my other friends.

Me & Jezz aka Isabel
Me & Nada aka Nabelo
Rashiqa aka AF2LOVER & me
Syakirin aka SyakirinBooms & me
Clearer version of just now..Me ( wewerehugginglikemadpeople ) & Azyan aka Fatality's

SyakirinBooms & Me ( Just a clearer version and have my peacesign )

Video coming soon ahh!
Once syakirinbooms's buddy -
arina - give me the video.

DOTDOTDOT ;
dayah.

Nada, I got to be truthful to you..
Ihateyouforbeingemo, ok?
I really love you, as a bff.
So, you really got to listen to this..

You have a very troubled state of mind.
I have to be blunt with you..
If you are expecting me to mollycoddle you and encourage you to wallow in the self-pity you are experiencing, I'm not going to do that because I'm your friend, I really got to tell you this..

[[ So here is a dose of tough love from me who cares about your mental well-being.. ]]

Your Attitude

I am sorry to say that we [ your friends ] would agree that everything is about you.
You actually appear to be selfish, demanding, needy and slightly paranoid.
I think this is because you don't seem to have a life of your own.
If you had a full and interesting life, you would be doing your own thing.
You would not sit and wait for the phone to ring, become disappointed when you get a SMS instead of a call, become paranoid when he doesn't call and end up in tears.
You understand when I say it's all about you?

Hey! This young man in P5. He has to concentrate for his SA2 right?
Give him time..
And you? Instead of being supportive and understanding and asking how he is,
you are expecting attention.

Nothing satisfies you

What is worrying is the fact that even when he is near you,
you doubt his love. But don't make anything out of it.
This sort of attitude will drive away even the most patient partner.
It must be terrible to harbour such suspicions.
You will never enjoy the comfort, joy and peace a loving relationship brings because of your nature.
Maybe you suffer from low self-esteem, IDK.


Im sorry to have to say those thing to you.
But I really want you to enjoy your teenage life..
Iloveyou too much to see you suffer like this.
But I hate it when you are too emotional.
You know I don't know how to comfort people like you.
Only Syakirin can comfort people.
I don't know how.
I don't know why you cried yesterday at the canteen.
We were just talking jokingly about Lizardman and Fatality.
I didnt mean anything.


DOTDOTDOT;
dayah.

Hahahaha..
Lizardman..
They go CAMP!
ITCHY BUTTS~
P4 CAMP SIAAAAAAAA.

Before that ;
We went to the canteen..
Then we were on the way back to the lab,
We were suddenly behind them..
Then FATALITY looked behind and was like smiling..
Then he told LIZARDMAN..
Then he turned around to see what he meant..
Then they were like laughing...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
STALKERS were what they think we were..

IMISSTHEM.
SUNDAY..

Met Aliff;
Ahaha,,
Went to many shops..
Before shopping,
we went to long john silver.
GUESS WHO WE SAW~~~
baihakki khaizan!!
WEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahahahahah..
CEKAK - lol..

Talking to ;
Syakirin -
CURRENTLY.
LOL.

DOTDOTDOT ;
dayah

Done-d jobs ;

Survey to have a chance of winning a macbook air.
Dancing to my own beat.
Singing my own song.. *lalala*
Talked nonsense after school.
Went to Science Centre.
Went to Omni Theatre.. *dizzy lehh*
Getting shocked behind the door while hiding.....

Jobs waiting to be done-d ;

Finishing this entry..
Lazying around,
Read Eclipse by next Tuesday..

Jobs currently being done-d ;

Listening to Good Day - The Click Five
Typing this blog-entry.
Facebook-ing.


Hello,
Currently chatting with JM.
Jam. Hahahha.. Nice name laaaa.
I want spread you on my bread,
And eat you lehh. Cancancan?
He say can.
Hahahhahahha! Ahaha.. LOL!
He offline readyy.. Aiyoo.

Now, I don't know what to do.
What to do, what to do??
Hear music laaaaa..
I'm freaking out about what's ahead..
Maybe, I'll just stay in bed..

So damn boredbored.
Don't understandd? Nevermindatall.
My TTM not online.. So sad.
TTM?? Confused?
TTM -Teman Tapi Mesra..
Jacob Black - Taylor Lautner..
I don't know what to type le..

Some things we don't talk about,
Better do without..
Just hold a smile -
We are falling in and out of love -
the same damn problem..
Together all the while,
you can never say never..
When we don't know why,
time and time again,
Younger now then we were before -
don't let me go..

Never say never, please.
We are broken..
We are empty..
But that does not mean -
We are not patch-able,
We are not fill-able.
Be Jacob Black in my life, please-
While waiting for my Edward Cullen.

Seconds hours so many days -
I know what I want but how long can I wait??
Every moment last forever if I feel I’ve lost my way..
What if my chances are already gone??
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason -
to fight and never walk away..

"Every step I climb another mountain
Every breath its harder to believe.."

I know I'm emo..
Hahahhaha. Emo-peeps.

Aku cinta kamu - Malay / Indonesian.
我爱你 - Wo Ai Ni. Chinese.
Je t'aime - French

Nice?
All I did.
Hahaha.
Rashiqa,
Nada
and
Azyan.
So bored.


''The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love, yeah you're so young
And you feel like a fallen star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
You're breathing but you're barely alive."

The First One - Boys Like Girls

"You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one"

Say ok - Vanessa Hudgens

On the phone.
With no-one-special.
BFF, Jacob Black.
Hahahaha.
Don't understand?
Neh'mind.
Jacob Black or Mike Newton?
I'd rather have Jacob Black.
The sweet guy.
Hahahha.
But between Jacob and Edward,
Clearly and obviously,
I'll take Edward.

Okay, Im in love with Twilight.
The Saga.
New moon is what I'm currently reading.
Can't wait to read Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
Let me tell you,
typing with one hand is so hard.
While the other hand is on the phone.

SERIOUSLY.

Okay, I've got my hand back.
Weeee, eyahh.
Nada, do what your heart tells you to, alright?
LOVE CRISIS sucks, i know.
Been there, done that.

"If you can't get someone off your mind, they are probably supposed to be there"
- Dani.

Hahahhaha.
Remember, Nada,
I'll always be there for you.

DOTDOTDOT;
dayah.