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Hey, I really thought that I'd move on.

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Nurhidayah ♥ This is my blog. I would type whatever I want here. No one's gonna stop me from doing it. Even if it kills me to blog about what I feel, I will. 'Cause this is the only place where I can get rid of my fake smiles. Don't like it, get lost. I didn't invite you here. You came on your own accord.
I miss you.


<--It's a must to click PLAY!♥
Beautiful Monster - Ne Yo♥
first ♥ is my biography,
second ♥ is my blog,
third ♥ is my tagboard,
fourth ♥ is my links,

i ♥ the people who rock my life, \m/
nadhirah ♥
filza ♥
mardhiah ♥
♥Saturday, February 27, 2010♥

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarlo fellow mates d;
seems like i've drifted apart from
my DEAR one .
and have been closer to Saf.
he turns out to be so sweet.
haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaish..

26 FEBRUARY 2010 ;

stayed back for fun at canteen d;
at first, with filza, nadhirah and rashiqa.
then filza went up to class for fun..
then left me, nadhirah and rashiqa..
we decided not to go up.
we stayed at the canteen.
hahahahhahahha.. talked crap d;
then then then..
filza msg-ed and said ;
safawi said he love u!
then i was like, huh ?
i was soooooo lost.
then safawi msg-ed and said ;
hey we playing true or dare tau.
then i got it..
he was dared to say i love you to me.
hahahhahahha..
filza went down to canteen at 2.30pm..
so did safawi..
then rashiqa went to her NERD CLUB at 2.29 pm
hahahhahahaha..
then the rest of the class who stayed back came down too..
one by one of them past by me and said ;
he said he loves youh..
with a smirk. hahahahha.
wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow.
so many witnesses d;
hhaha. cool...
then at about 2.45 i msg saf,
asked him to join us in the canteen.
hahahahhaha, he & his guitaaaaar..
sooooooo, we joked around till about...
5 pm ? or so...
then it was time to go hoooome..
went home with ;
filza, syamim, nadhirah and safawi.
met nigel on the bus 67..
syamim kept on texting me..
while actually she was in front of nigel d;
hahahhaha.
then stopped at the same stop as him d;
hahahahhahahahha.. it was damn awkward..
he sent me home,
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww,
so sweet. hhahahahha.
and talked otw home ..
hahahhahahhahahha.. it was so fun.

SHAH ;

do you still think of me like I think about you ?
do you still dream of me ? cause I can't sleep without you..
tell me if time should make a change,
then why do I feel the same ?
your love has got me addicted .

i msg saf more than i msg him..
idk. im so confused.

DOTDOTDOT ;
my story ends here.
DAYAH [ blackie [?] ]

♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 2/27/2010 06:18:00 PM

♥Sunday, February 21, 2010♥

it's better if we dont speak at all.

now deep down inside,
you know it cuts like a knife.
but im too proud to show it -
the pain in my chest.
it feels like i lost my breath.
he just doesn't know it.
so many things that im dying to say
but i cant seem to tell him.

it's killing me to know that he wants to leave.
but im not going to beg him to stay..
cause i've got my pride, im not going to cry no more.
there wont be no tears falling from these eyes anymore.
dont need him to see that it's killing me.
so this is what im saying ;

you dont have to worry about me,
boy, i'll be fine
you dont have to call me again,
boy, its alright
you dont have to ask me if i'll be okay,
boy, i'll be fine

you ain't got to tell me that we can still be friends,
you ain't got to make no excuses and pretend..
cause i'll be fine, said i'll be fine
there's no need to call me.

i cant believe that i fell so deep..
and i let my heart so open (!)
now i got to try to keep it inside,
these words are better left unspoken..

i'll be fine ..
nonono, i wont be fine.
im lost without youh.
but it's fine,
if youh dont love me no more.

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ abrokenheartstillhastobeat ]

♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 2/21/2010 02:29:00 PM

♥Sunday, February 7, 2010♥

we've run out of words & we've run out of time
we've run out of reasons really why we're together..
we both know it's over baby bottom line -
it's best we don't even talk at all (!)

don't call me even if i should ever cross your mind .
hard enough, i don't need to hear your voice on my messages.
let's just call it quits, it's probably better.
so if i'm not returning your calls - it's because ;

because i'm not coming back, i'm closing the door i used to be tripping over missing you but i'm not anymore i got the picture phone but baby your picture's gone couldn't stand to see your smile every time you dialed

you know that it's over when the burning
and the yearning inside your heart ain't there anymore..
and you know that you're through when he don't do to you
and move you like the way he moved you before

and you wanna pull him close
but your heart has froze .
then he goes out of your heart forever,
and it hurts you but you know that it's better.

DOTDOTDOT ;
★ STAR[D]ayah .

♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 2/07/2010 09:39:00 PM

♥Monday, February 1, 2010♥

010210 ♥
happy 2nd monthsary, dear ((:
iloveyouhsomuch.
A QUOTE ;
there is no greater happiness than having you ,
and no greater bliss than sharing this life with you .
ifi had one breath to spare ,
if i had just one moment to live ,
i would be spending it with you (!)

okay dear ,
that is all i got to say .
i just love youh so much.
i dont want to lose youh.

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ his ♥ ]

p/s : knowing that i'm yours makes me glad ;
losing you will surely make me sad .

akan ku renang lautan yang berapi
membuktikan kehebatannya cinta ini .
tetapi jikalau kau meninggalkan aku ,
terhiris hati ini , terguris jiwa ini ,
menangis taq berlagu ..

biarpun ombak yang merubah pantai ..
kasihku takkan hancur berderai ,
biarpun hari , berganti hari ,
dirimu tetapku nanti .

♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 2/01/2010 06:28:00 PM