♥Tuesday, March 23, 2010♥
ahhhhhhhhh, halo peeps who are reading this (:
welcome to my half-dead blog.
now, im trying to make it FULLY-alive now ^^
okay, to start things off,
life has been a mess. nothing goes right.
everything i do is wrong to my mum.
she controls me in everything i do.
& im so god-damn irritated. i need a counselor.
okay, how can youh not be pissed at my mum when ;
firstly, she nags at me the whole time.
secondly, doesnt allow me to have fun.
thirdly, doesnt let me msg my friends.
fourthly, gets angry at me like, whenever im home.
and many more controlling-me-stuffs.
now, she wants to send me every single day to school.
cause she just dont want to see me walking with safawi.
and its such a stupid lame excuse.
& now what ? she said she wants to fetch me everyday ?
OMG. im sooooooooooooooooo pissed off.
and now she's angry at me & says that tmr she will not talk to me otw to school.
what ? then why the hell would youh send me to school ?
i'd rather walk alone if nobody is talking to me.
urgh, im just hating life. it is so frustrating to be me.
with a stupid controlling parent.
i love my dad. although he talks behind me,
he still loves me. he doesnt show his temper.
and he only nags when he thinks that im too much.
and he has never nagged at me before.
but was super-damn angry at me.
but then he tried to win back my heart.
so, i love my dad more okay.
seriously, he is so much better in parenting.
but sometimes, he's lame too. hahahha.
okay, and now..
about the stupid love issue.
im breaking up with shah.
thats my final decision.
unless he messages me tonight.
so, that will be considered falling for him over again.
but until then, im with this decision.
im sorry, i have to. youh dont seem to love me anymore.
& i think i have to move on.
okay, that will be another post. later on.
so now, i so love these people ;
RASHIQA.
NADHIRAH.
FILZA.
MARDHIAH.
WAI SIANG
ADLI
XIN YU
they're so cute.
hahahahahha. but nadhirah ..
it's hard for me to console her when she's emo ):
idk how to console people ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
okay. so now.. idk what else to say.
everything seems so fun in school.
its so fun. TAMPINES SECONDARY rocks (!) woots ~
never regret to be in this school (!) hahahha.
the school damn big.
& i like the way to music room.
very spacious sia. but got camera ): sadly so.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
if not, confirm i am there all the time..
hahahhaha, so yeah. everything is so freaking fun.
woots ~ so now, idk what else to say.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
ARE YOUH HAPPY NOW FILZA ???
ahahhahah, im going to post another post about shah.
so, read it kay filza ? (:
DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ life ]
welcome to my half-dead blog.
now, im trying to make it FULLY-alive now ^^
okay, to start things off,
life has been a mess. nothing goes right.
everything i do is wrong to my mum.
she controls me in everything i do.
& im so god-damn irritated. i need a counselor.
okay, how can youh not be pissed at my mum when ;
firstly, she nags at me the whole time.
secondly, doesnt allow me to have fun.
thirdly, doesnt let me msg my friends.
fourthly, gets angry at me like, whenever im home.
and many more controlling-me-stuffs.
now, she wants to send me every single day to school.
cause she just dont want to see me walking with safawi.
and its such a stupid lame excuse.
& now what ? she said she wants to fetch me everyday ?
OMG. im sooooooooooooooooo pissed off.
and now she's angry at me & says that tmr she will not talk to me otw to school.
what ? then why the hell would youh send me to school ?
i'd rather walk alone if nobody is talking to me.
urgh, im just hating life. it is so frustrating to be me.
with a stupid controlling parent.
i love my dad. although he talks behind me,
he still loves me. he doesnt show his temper.
and he only nags when he thinks that im too much.
and he has never nagged at me before.
but was super-damn angry at me.
but then he tried to win back my heart.
so, i love my dad more okay.
seriously, he is so much better in parenting.
but sometimes, he's lame too. hahahha.
okay, and now..
about the stupid love issue.
im breaking up with shah.
thats my final decision.
unless he messages me tonight.
so, that will be considered falling for him over again.
but until then, im with this decision.
im sorry, i have to. youh dont seem to love me anymore.
& i think i have to move on.
okay, that will be another post. later on.
so now, i so love these people ;
RASHIQA.
NADHIRAH.
FILZA.
MARDHIAH.
WAI SIANG
ADLI
XIN YU
they're so cute.
hahahahahha. but nadhirah ..
it's hard for me to console her when she's emo ):
idk how to console people ): ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
okay. so now.. idk what else to say.
everything seems so fun in school.
its so fun. TAMPINES SECONDARY rocks (!) woots ~
never regret to be in this school (!) hahahha.
the school damn big.
& i like the way to music room.
very spacious sia. but got camera ): sadly so.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
if not, confirm i am there all the time..
hahahhaha, so yeah. everything is so freaking fun.
woots ~ so now, idk what else to say.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo,
ARE YOUH HAPPY NOW FILZA ???
ahahhahah, im going to post another post about shah.
so, read it kay filza ? (:
DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ life ]
♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 3/23/2010 07:25:00 PM
@ 3/23/2010 07:25:00 PM
THAT rainbow bangle,