♥Saturday, March 27, 2010♥
this goes out to someone that was ONCE the most important person in my life..
its just.. i dont even know..
youre the one that i want, the one that i need
the one that i got to have, just to succeed.
when i first saw you, i knew it was real.
im sorry about the pain that i made you feel..
that wasnt me ; let me show you the way
i looked for the sun, but it was raining yesterday..
i remember when i first looked into your eyes,
it was like God was there, heaven in the skies..
i wore a disguise because i didnt want to get hurt.
but i didnt know i just made everything worse..
you told me we were crazy in love..
but you didnt care about anything i do.
if you loved me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldnt have hurt me like how you did.
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me,
i loved you with all my heart, really and truly..
i guess you forgot about the times that we shared,
i dont know how i could do you so wrong..
i really want to show you i really need to hold you.
i really want to know you like no one else could know you..
youre number one, always in my heart.
and now i cant believe that our love is torn apart (!)
i need you and i miss you,
i want you and i love you because
i want to hold you,
you were my everything
and i really miss you..
i know youre going to sit and play this with your new girl.
and then sit and laugh as youre holding her hand..
the thought of that just shatters my heart,
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart..
at times we wont talk, i was scared to lose you.
now i want to hold you until i cant hold you.
without you, everything seems so strange.
your name is forever planted in my brain, heart & soul.
damn it (!) im insane (!)
take away the pain,
take away the hurt..
i guess everything you said was a lie.
when i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes..
now im not even a thought in your mind..
i can see clearly, my love is not blind (!)
i just wish everything could have turned out differently..
i had a special feeling about you &
i thought maybe you did too.
you wont understand, but..
no matter what, you will always be in my heart.
our first day, it seemed so magical..
i remember all the time that i had with you..
remember when we first met ?
you looked so special to me.
we hit it off, i knew it was real..
but now i cant take all the pain that i feel..
reach in your heart, i wonder if im still there..
i dont want to hear that you no longer care..
remember the times ? remember when we met ?
i didnt think you would ever do this to me..
i didnt think you would want to see me so depressed,
i thought you would be there for me, this, i confess..
you said you loved me, was that a lie ?
now im nothing to you, i feel so down.
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i tried.
now on the inside, it feels like im dying (!)
and i do miss you, i miss you like hell.
i just thought we were meant to be,
i guess now, we will never know..
the only thing i want is for you to be happy.
whether it be with me, or without me.
i just want you to be happy..
it just seems so hard to forget you.
i tried to. but i cant.
nothing seems right without you around.
but i know, i have to move on.
well, its not as if you still love me..
so, i guess, friday i'll be over you.
it would take me a week, i hope.
takecare and goodbye,
i loved you. i know i did.
idontknow if you did.
goodbye, honeyku..
DOTDOTDOT ;
STAR [ alone. ]
its just.. i dont even know..
youre the one that i want, the one that i need
the one that i got to have, just to succeed.
when i first saw you, i knew it was real.
im sorry about the pain that i made you feel..
that wasnt me ; let me show you the way
i looked for the sun, but it was raining yesterday..
i remember when i first looked into your eyes,
it was like God was there, heaven in the skies..
i wore a disguise because i didnt want to get hurt.
but i didnt know i just made everything worse..
you told me we were crazy in love..
but you didnt care about anything i do.
if you loved me as much as you said you did,
then you wouldnt have hurt me like how you did.
now you pushed me away like you never even knew me,
i loved you with all my heart, really and truly..
i guess you forgot about the times that we shared,
i dont know how i could do you so wrong..
i really want to show you i really need to hold you.
i really want to know you like no one else could know you..
youre number one, always in my heart.
and now i cant believe that our love is torn apart (!)
i need you and i miss you,
i want you and i love you because
i want to hold you,
you were my everything
and i really miss you..
i know youre going to sit and play this with your new girl.
and then sit and laugh as youre holding her hand..
the thought of that just shatters my heart,
it breaks in my soul and it tears me apart..
at times we wont talk, i was scared to lose you.
now i want to hold you until i cant hold you.
without you, everything seems so strange.
your name is forever planted in my brain, heart & soul.
damn it (!) im insane (!)
take away the pain,
take away the hurt..
i guess everything you said was a lie.
when i think about it, it brings tears to my eyes..
now im not even a thought in your mind..
i can see clearly, my love is not blind (!)
i just wish everything could have turned out differently..
i had a special feeling about you &
i thought maybe you did too.
you wont understand, but..
no matter what, you will always be in my heart.
our first day, it seemed so magical..
i remember all the time that i had with you..
remember when we first met ?
you looked so special to me.
we hit it off, i knew it was real..
but now i cant take all the pain that i feel..
reach in your heart, i wonder if im still there..
i dont want to hear that you no longer care..
remember the times ? remember when we met ?
i didnt think you would ever do this to me..
i didnt think you would want to see me so depressed,
i thought you would be there for me, this, i confess..
you said you loved me, was that a lie ?
now im nothing to you, i feel so down.
i tried, i tried, i tried, and i tried.
now on the inside, it feels like im dying (!)
and i do miss you, i miss you like hell.
i just thought we were meant to be,
i guess now, we will never know..
the only thing i want is for you to be happy.
whether it be with me, or without me.
i just want you to be happy..
it just seems so hard to forget you.
i tried to. but i cant.
nothing seems right without you around.
but i know, i have to move on.
well, its not as if you still love me..
so, i guess, friday i'll be over you.
it would take me a week, i hope.
takecare and goodbye,
i loved you. i know i did.
idontknow if you did.
goodbye, honeyku..
DOTDOTDOT ;
STAR [ alone. ]
♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 3/27/2010 05:17:00 PM
@ 3/27/2010 05:17:00 PM
THAT rainbow bangle,