hey! how are you people? hope you people are feeling great. okay, about me, well, heck care. my throat hurts like hell sia. umm, not because of singing. it's cause of i bit my inside tongue, which leads down to my throat. cried like crazy cause it was so painful.

so, umm, about Awi, umm, im sorry okay. i shouldnt have acted like i did. i wont ever hate you. i just wasnt in my right self. i was stupid. i ignored you. i felt so idiotic after ignoring you. & then i waited for you to online. glad you did. im really very sorry for have ignored you. i was quite sad when you replied in a way, which you have never ever did. gah, maybe i was wrong for, trying to pick a fight. oh boy, these nights are dull, i wish that i could spend them with you. im looking at this wall, repeating " Boy, i love you. "

& now im scared to move, dont listen to a word i tell you. just take me by my hand, i swear, i will make this up to you. now i really have to fix everything.. but baby, there's so much & so little time to, replace the tears i've made you cry, the times i left you alone. oh come on, boy, there's so much to say..

oh, do you know? how it feels to see your face, whenever i close my eyes? bet you know, how it feels to be the only thing that ever matters now.

if you're asking me if i need you,
the answer is, forever.
if you're asking me if i'll leave you,
the answer is never.
if you're asking me what i value,
the answer is you.
if you're asking me if i love you,
the answer is " I do ".

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ forever&always ]
ps, you can say that you dont miss me,
but i think about you everyday.