ahhh, idk whats wrong with me nowadays..
idk how to even explain about me..
haish. i feel so sleepy everyday.
even if i sleep early >.<
& then i get emo whenever im at home..
i hear emo songs and then feel very sad about myself >.<
idk whats wrong with me!!
arghh! i dont know how to explain.
im just not my usual self..
im not that hyper-self. whats troubling me?
i dont even know...............
im weird, yes. i feel so irritated by myself!
i only get happy when im out with nad or awi.
like.. with other people, i dont click.
hais. maybe because people are not sincere with being friends with me.
maybe they just want the fame =.=
maybe they just dont want to lose a somebody who is always there.
maybe they just dont want to be alone!
using me is such a good idea. wow.
other than those stuffs,
idk what's been bugging me.
i will try very hard to be hyper again.
i want to be my usual DAYAH.
tthe one that will always be hyper.
but i WILL still smile,
no matter what happens.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ whatswrongwithme?? ]
p/s : sick of crying, tired of trying. yeah, im smiling but inside im dying.
i love that quote.