heyheyhey, umm, promised Ayang that i would update today. so here it goes. haha, umm, started off badly, cause was on bad terms with Ayang ): you walked past and didnt even look back at me ): i was like.. omg. shocked. haish. but its okay.

so umm, the rest of the day is okay, had photoshoot. red shirt. haha i love that shirt so much! :D i cant wait to wear the purple shirt xD hahaha, ahh idk what to post about sehh.

wanna write formally. Like this. With capital letters and full stops and stuffs. So let's begin.

I don’t know really why I’m writing this. Perhaps because I suffer so much in my loneliness and boredom, that I just have to do something, to write about what i feel, to make a confession, that will bring me at least temporary relief. I do realize that it’s absurd. Going through all this trouble to really express myself, just for couple of people, who will read this and write some comforting words, that I’ve heard countless times. And nobody in his right mind will be patient enough to read all my lengthy post anyway.

I know, you don't see me as a lonely person. That's because I have friends around me. But they just ditch me out. I have only two real friends. I think. In Tampines Secondary, only two. >.< Who do you think you are? The separator? Oh come on! I have her only. Go to your other chinese friends luh. Why come to us? But it's okay if you want to take my only friend away cause, that is your objective. To make me feel left out, to ditch me. Why? I dont know why you're doing this to me. What did I ever do to you?

Oh my God, I hope I can survive the days that I will spend with you, without you knowing that I know what you're doing to me. It's okay. It's alright. It's fine.

I just need a reason, why? Please, what have I ever done wrong?

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ not lengthy post uh ]
ps, lazy to post longlong. should be asleep now. shh.