300710 ;

this date marks the 4th month of our relationship (: well, we did go through alot together. in this 4 months, we've been through alot. & as the days pass by, i became to love him more deeply. i tend to get jealous easily, as i love him. i might not show it, but i love him, alot.

thank you dear for always being there for me when im in the times of need. i hope you feel the same way as i do towards you. I love you enough to fight for you, compromise for you & sacrifice myself for you if need be. I love you enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart, no matter what length of time it's for & regardless of the distance. I love you enough to believe in our relaitonship, to stand by it through the worst of times, to have faith in the strength of us as a couple & never to give up on us. I love you enough to spend the rest of my life with you, be there for you when you need or want me & never ever want to leave you, or live without you. I love you this much.

between laughing for no reason, stupid arguments, long talks & making fun of each other, i've fallen for you. thank you for everything that you have done for me. im sorry if i've done you any wrong. happy 4th monthsary, Safawi.

did you know why i cry, actually? i was really shocked that i forgot about the ring. i thought you were going to be angry. i thought i'd lost it forever. so, i cried. i was really upset. i cant possibly accept the fact that the ring is lost.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ 4th monthsary ]
ps, i wanna last long with you.

hey people :D im bored. nth much happened today.

woke up at 6.10am.. went out of house at 6.45am. walked about 20 steps, i look behind, my honey follow me >.< very bad. hahaha. then walked to school. very tiring, with my heavy bag. haish. then reach school at 7.03am haha ^^v thenthenthen, maths lesson. couldnt concentrate.. followed by PE. had a great time. then, geography. interesting. ms kaur very cute haha. recess. forgot to buy the nice milo. then english, ce2 & class bonding. decided to make a class tee.

after school, went to take my english test. went into staff room. mr syahrom sat very near. hahahaha. then after test, went to canteen, met filza, hou yu & nadhirah. lazy to talk about it.

then hou yu left. awi came. filza left. nizam came. hahaha. nizam keep waving. very weird. then whisper2 to awi some more. hahahhaha. so, went out of school at 6.23pm cause nadhirah uh, cannot go home late haha. sent nadhirah to bus stop, said goodbye to awi & rushed off to meet my mum at T1. bought J.CO donuts. & go home. >.< so here i am, typing this boring post.. so, byebye,.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ one&only ]
ps, i loveeeeeeeeeeee my hubby alot ^^v

210710 ;
wheeeeeee. racial harmony dayyyy. wore gweeeen! same with hubby ^^v nth much happened during school hours. hahaha :D after school, nadhirah went home. mardhiah too. left me and filza. so, joined adilah, raisah, hui lin, trina & ikhlas. i talk crap most of the time. hahaha. oh yeah, during recess, mardhiah tell me the real situation.

nad & filza,
mardhiah left you guys and go to adilah for a reason. she went to adilah cause filza left mardhiah alone in the canteen during recess, bringing nad along. that's why she went to adilah. she feels left out. & she also said that nad is always with filza. & she feels left out. so, if i were her too, i would leave you guys, right? i would go to someone who would appreciate me more.

mardhiah,
im sorry for asking you to " go lah, go with adilah " just now. cause i heard only from one party. i didnt hear from another party. i should listen to both parties next time.

filza,
whats with you? trying to get away from mardhiah? but bringing along nad? what do you mean by this? trying to kill two birds with one stone? you are getting away from mardhiah & at the same time, breaking my friendship with nadhirah?

i dont know what else to say. ahhhhhhhh. im sorry if i hurt your feelings yeah. im just curious.

so, 270710 ;
i love my hubby! :D i love you, i love you, i love you alot! ^^v had a great time :D from 3.30pm - 7.20pm ^^v hahahhaha. i wish we could have more of that time ): it was really great. i really like to sit down & chat with you. about everything ^^v i hope you like it too! took pictures but i cant upload it ): stupid phoneeeee. wait, i try. ahhh dont have the pictures >.< haish. nvm. airwopwanes ^^v whee. im so touched that you still read the book i gave you (': hahaha. okayokay. glad that you are online now. takecare readers :D

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ hubby ]
ps, ilovehim alot.

heloooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, as promised, here i am, making a new post :D soooooo, went to poly...clinic xD hahaha. waited for the doctor. then doctor say he dont know why i get this illness. he himself dont know what this illness is. stupid doctorsssssssssss. <-- the number of 's' is the nmumber of doctors i went to. haha. 11 doctors dontknow. stupid seh. hahaha.

idontknow what to blog about leh. umm, then hayad is back together with zaza ^^ hahaha. gratz yaw. then umm, went to j.co.. ate then buy baby donuts. so cute siaaaaaaaaaaa! haha want take picture of me eating it but my face now like what. haha. so umm.. tmr im not going to school ): my mum itchy backside ask for 2 days mc. but dont worry nad! i'll be back on wednesday :D if i can beg, i will be back by tmr :D

so to that someone......
hey, i effing dont care about who you like luh eh. i heck care. you like that 'cute' person also what has it got to do with me?? im not jealous that your 'best friends' know who you like sia. i dont give a damn. just stfu. i just hate it when you say " hidayah tak tawu " so? i dont care that is why i didnt ask idiot! if you dont wanna tell me, fine. i wont force sia. i didnt even wanna know. but i just dont like the way you are treating me sia! you share your sorrows, your lame stories to me. but everything else, with other people. you call yourself my best friend? wow. daring huh? i didnt say you were. you will never be. unless you change. yeah, you changed. but then, as i said, you would change back. & you did. idiot. irritating. just dont humiliate me like that. do you know how much it hurts? " hidayah tak tawu " with that " haha-you-dont-know-anything " look! well, guess whatl. you dont know that i know that i wasnt supposed to know but i still know. idiot. so, what did you say? if you tell one more person, youre gonna give up on her? so if you tell me, im going to be the cause of you giving up on her? wow. thats just super great luh eh. thanks eh, BEST FRIEND? i sooooooooooooo love you as MY best friend. best friend my foot uh eh.

so, toodles.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ ~ ]
ps, nothing to say.

PEEEEPS! haha. im sick today ): * cough cough * haish. didnt go to school. goanna miss IT lesson again. haish. missed my english test too ): i hope there will be a re-test. hahaha. so umm, today woke up, told honey i will not be going to sch. then he's sad. nadhirah too. she's lonely. so yeah, msged honey and nadhirah :D then honey broke his specs. into two :O it's time to get a new one. careful yeah. so now, going to poly...clinic :D haha. to take mc && take medicine. haha. pain seh my throat :O haha. so umm, gonna post again later i think. when i get home. so, takecare peeps.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ coughcough ]
ps, haha lol.

down - jason walker. explains everything.

what is the effing wrong with me?! i just dont get myself. dayah! what happen?! quit the effing behaviour!

halooooooooo (: well, i wanna post abooout.. hmmm, my stupid asthma problem. haha. it happened again just now at 4am. :O the pain was unbearable. luckily, i had the oilment to rub on me tummy :D so, now, the side effects are, my eyes are quite small & i have a sore throat! itchy seh. haha.

so, i didnt go to madrasah, obviously. izah didnt too. haha she say she effing tired from the yog rehearsal. hahaha. ^^v wheeee. so umm, idk what to post about hahaa. so now umm, i must help my mum with the stupid sayur. hahaha. so, if i have time, i post again later :D byebye

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ sayurrrr ]
ps, i hate sayurs.

hey peepos! haha. umm, dear ask me to post. well, lets see on what to post..

FIRSTLY, i wanna put a pic. hahaha. i edited it. i hope he likes it :D



well now, my post. started off badly. haha. woken up at 2am from my asthma. haish. it was bad. my allergy is one of a kind. even the doctor dont know what it is ): mystery illness.. my luck. so, umm, my eyes got very swollen, watery and red. my nose was runny, and then it was blocked terribly. and my stomach was in pain. i felt breathless. it was scary. i thought, it was the end. i kept reciting the ' syahadah ' . i was scared if i were to die. well, the tragedy was scary! it was the worst attack i ever got. and now i got sore throat ): haish.

idk what to post. umm, i bought a green kebaya for racial harmony day ^^ wheeee. hahaha. i wanna buy a something for dear for our 4th monthsary xD ahahhaha. so umm, i have something in mind alr. but idk whether i can save that much money in time. :O i hope i do. but if i dont, i will find a way or i buy other things. ^^v so, umm, i cant wait for 300710 && 210710. hahahaha lol. ok. umm, im sleepy. hahahaha. okay i think i better reply dear. hahaa, ok. byebye.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ i love my sayang alot ]
ps, takecaaaaaaaaaaare (:

halu guys. i dont know what to post about. im really sleepy. i wanna sleep. like, now. yeah. now. * sleeps * zzzzzzzz. * loud bang * * woken up * huh? what happened :O haha. ok that was crap. ahhh, really sleepy leh. i dont know why. tmr is the performance for arts fest. im damn jealous of malay dance, but i dont regret quitting it. well, i couldnt take the warm ups. my veins keep being twisted when i do the warm ups. pain sia. thats why i quitted. & choir is okayokay luh. people keep making fun of it. haish, heck care luh. i will keep trying my best. but if got hip hop dance as CCA, i wanna wanna join sia! haha. so umm, about today.

i feel so moody, i dont know why, during music. but during CE, i was quite hyper. nad was emo. during music, i was emo, nad was kinda hyper. so, heck care.. umm, then during home econ, gerek! my cupcakes a little hard uh. but the taste is aweeeesome! ^^v i still got 3 more. 1 is mardhiah's, which is super soft, confirm nice one sia! later i eat uh. but overall, it was worth it uh. ahaha. then.. after home econs was maths. which was hectic, chaotic & horrific. haish, one advice, never be a maths rep in 1E1 or never ever be good friends with a maths rep in 1E1 hahah. carried the files to the pigeon hole >.< then no space, put on top, heck care luh. i love that phrase * heck care * hahaha. actually, i never heck care luh. i always am the " panic one " while peeps all say " heck care luh " hahaha. i just follow them say xD hahaha. step cool luh hahahahhahaha.

^^v peace. after school, stayed back. syg was quite unhappy about smth. but it was a small matter, so, asked syg to just forget about it lorh. soooooooooo then, stayed back till 5.17 cause nad keep forcing me to go cause her butt pain >.< cause sit down too long hahahahha. so, carried my bag, off to library, dropped books, paid fine, went to inter, took 69, went home, bathe, eat 1 cupcake, ibu force me read newspaper, on lappie then blog. so thats brief xD so umm, im tired.

i wanna sleep uh. oh yeah, just now when stayed behind, nad on the song " can i have this dance " then i didnt realise that i was daydreaming about the memories with syg, & i was smiling like a fool then i realised that i was actually staring at a guy :O then i was like shocked cause i didnt notice i was daydreaming and staring at a guy hahahahhaa. okay so thats all.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ daydream lagi k? xD ]
ps, i love you too.

I will put you in front of me, so that everybody can see my love, this is my love :D I know that I will be alright, as long as you are my guide.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH ^^v [ quote of the day ]
ps, for my sayang :D

a post for my one&only ^^v honeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey (:

a surprise for you. haha, it may not be such a surprise luh. haha

HONEEEEEY!
i love you. if you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea, i will sail the world, to find you. if you ever find yourself lost in the dark & you cant see, i will be the light, to guide you. you can count on me like 1, 2, 3, i will be there. & i know when i need, i can count on you like 4, 3, 2 & you'll be here. cause that's what we're supposed to do. if you're tossing & you're turning cause you just cant fall asleep, i'll sing a song, beside you. & if you ever forget how much you mean to me, everyday i will remind you. you'll always have my shoulder when you cry, i'll never let go, i'll never say goodbye.

you mean alot to me. no words could ever describe these feelings i have towards you. thanks for always being here for me. it's hard to be without you i dont know what to do. i try to pull away from you but it's killing me because i cant stop loving you. your love has got me addicted.

i dont tell anyone bout the way you hold my hand. i dont tell anyone about the things that we have planned. i wont tell anybody cause they wanna see us fall. wont tell anybody how you turn my world around. wont tell anybody how your voice is my favourite sound. i dont need a parachute, baby, if i've got you. you're gonna catch me if i fall down. dont believe the things you tell yourself so late at night, you are your own worst enemy, you'll never win the fight. just hold on to me. i'll hold on to you, it's you and me up against the world.

so, lastly, i make this solemn promise to you.

I promise to be,
your lover when you need to be loved,
your doctor when you are ill,
your umbrella when life rains down on you,
your rock when you get weary,
your shield when you need defense,
your spirit when you are drained,
your pillow when you need to rest,
your voice when no one can hear you,
your ear when no one will listen,
your comfort when you feel pain,
your heroin when you are under duress,
your sunshine when darkness falls,
your answer when questions arise,
your inspiration to overcome obstacles,
your hand to hold when you are frightened,
your kiss that wakes you everyday,
and your "I love you" each and every night.

I am yours... all of me.

this is your surprise dear. i love you alot. i hope you like it. takecare dear.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ iloveyousomuch ]
ps, surprise! ^^v peace

hey peeps! im bored. umm, im writing for yesterday and today kay?

yesterday, ( 09072010 )
i dont know what i did. umm, oh yeah, i stayed behind to do a scrapbook. yeah, was kinda nice xD hahaha. umm, honey sat far from me. cause have nad. he wanted to play a song for me on his guitar but, no time. at 5, went off. bought nad's mum a present. well, at 5.55pm, met me mum. hmmm, met her friends too. hahaha. well, went home at 8.30pm.. otw to inter, met naufal. >.< took 65 home, met danish and rayhan ( honey's friends ) haha. on the lappie, chat with honey then had fun :D

today, ( 10072010 )
umm, well, was supposed to get well by today. stupid careless me, a container dropped on my painful shoulder. haish. but then, still got scolded by mum >.< so at 1pm, watched shah rukh khan's film. hahaha. it was damn touching. i cried alot at certain points of the movie. touching )': well, i love shah rukh khan's films. hahaha. it's really meaningful. oh yeah, my name is khan was great! he was cute in the film!

well, honey wants to tell me something but said he wanted to say it to me on msn.. i wonder what it is........ O.O haha. but have to wait till he online then.. so in the mean time, i dont know what to do.

i think i dont know what else to do. soooo, takecare readers.

DOTDOTDOT ;
DAYAH [ i love him ]
ps, 20 more days (:
psps, wow. that's long.

LOVE

Now i want to make you think what love is. But I'm going to tell you what true love is. Love is not what you see in the movies. It's not the ecstasy, it's not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean? I'm telling you right now, true love is sacrifice. Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself, love is selfless not selfish. Love is God and God is love. Love is when you lay down your life for another, whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister, your love, it's even laying down your life for your enemies, that's unthinkable, but think about that. Love is true. Think.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres. Love never fails. Love is everlasting, it is eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time, love is the only thing that will last when you die, but ask the question why? Why do you have love?

There is no greater love than this than she who lays down her life for her friends. Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends? You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother, your father, or your best friends, but are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you? I would. Are you?

That's love. It's not just about feelings and emotions. It's about sacrifices. Think about it.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ love ]
ps, renung-renungkanlah.

Okay guys, another post of crap. Requested by the lady in black. haha okay that was crap. requested by someone luh. that girl. soooo, i really dont know what to post about uh..

hmmm, what do you suggest? about music project presentation? gwen said i was awesome in solo. haha lol. it sucked, to me. but it kinda rocked as how we did it in just one day. so overall, i loved it.

emo part, im sorry for all the things that i have done to hurt anyone of you kay? i really didnt mean it. i really didnt notice. well, if you want me to change, sure. i can (:

okay enough of that. so, umm had choir. it was syiok luh cause ms chan came. then she surprised when she see us can sing already. hahahah. & as per normal, talked crap. tmr got choir rehearsal for arts fest. so gonna be home late. umm, my mummy and daddy wont admit that they like each other liao. hahahha just admit. perfect couple sia!

ummm, i really dontknow what else to say. umm, i just have a major celebrity-crush on David Archuleta. it has been quite awhile now. from the start of american idol till now. whoa. that's quite long. & my crush on him will never ever fade away haha. he's so cute & his voice just makes me soooo relaxed whenever i hear him sing. he's the best. i really wish to see him, meet him, talk to him.. && i hope he would make a new album && make a song just for me! haha but i know that wont happen. im sure there are still other girls that like him. but i really think that mine is still the longest xD haha.

it's been bout a week now, aint seen or heard from you. i've been missing you like crazy. how do you sleep? i found a letter you wrote me & still smells just like you. those sweet memories. i miss you. alot. i wish things werent so hard for us.

takecare readers.

DOTDOTDOT;
DAYAH [ dear ]
ps, takecare people .

listen to " shut up " by simple plan. it suits you bitches.