I HOPE YOU LIKE ME AS I AM (:

If I can be your Superwoman, I'd fly you to the moon and back again (: But I am no Superwoman. ):

Hi world. I am going to talk about yesterday, today & other stuffs ^^ So here it goooooes,

Yesterday. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE, happyhappy yesterday ^^ Hehe. My mum asked me to accompany her to go shop and buy groceries. Hehe, then eat at mac. Thenthenthen, Awi became a ninja and hide behind walls >< Then I told my mum Awi was there. She asked him to come and asked me to buy drink for him ^^ Hahahah. Then Awi came ^^ Actually he wanted to go skateboarding, hehe. But I ask him to come, LOL. Hahahhaa. And then, he came and sat. And, my mum kept talking >< Hahaha. Then, my mum let me hang out with him awhile, woohoooooooooooooooo! Then I went to bookshop to buy book. To be my diary ^^ Nice, hehe.

After buying, went to mac again >< Awi uh, he want to eat. Hahah. During eating, I text my daughter using Awi's phone, haha. Now I know.... Haha, something. Wanna know? Ask ^^ Hahahaha. So then, after eating, I tried Awi's skateboard. Hehe. It was scaaaaaary but Awi held me tight ^^ Yay me! And oh oh, his skateboard ish purpleeeeeeeeeee (:

So today. Hmm, nothing much happened >< Hmm, just that 3 salespeople ( all guys, ahah ) don't want to stop stalking me and my mum >< Hahaha, Yun Nam haircare people. O.O Just to sell a ticket of $10 >< Haha, then keep sweet talking seh all of them. One looks caucasian, one looks like hong kong, and one looks like korea. But all were chinese :O Haha, they really are good-looking. That's why my mum asked them to go modeling instead. Hahaha. So, at last, my mum paid for it. So, next wednesday, I am going for the hair treatment :D

So nothing much. Takecare.
Ida Juliet.

FUCKED UP DAY.

Title says it all. Gosh, it really is a fucked up day. I hate today. And it's raining. As if the clouds know how I am feeling. I feel so weird. I tried to cover up my sadness. But I just can't take it anymore. I feel so lonely. For some reasons I do not know why. I don't know why I don't want to reply messages. I want to be alone. All I can say is that I hate today. Haish. I hope tomorrow will be better.

When I roamed about alone just now, I started thinking, " So this is how a lonely person feels ". Seriously. He messaged me with late replies and I feel so fucked up. I felt lonely, yet no one was there. I feel so small. I think if I were to have cried while walking, no one would ever notice. So at last, I broke down.

What if one day, someone called you up and say that I have met with an accident? Would you then care? Or would you just pretend to care? And when I'm fine, will you still care for me? I can't hold back my tears anymore. It has been awhile since I last cried. I don't cry to seek attention. I cry to release the pain I feel inside.

I don't wish to continue.

I AM BORED,

Hello guys :D Title explains it all (: I am superly bored. I have absolutely no idea what to do. My boyfriend's MSN has gone crazy. Hearing songs make me sick. I know, weird. And tumblr is lagging. So, my last and only hope is BLOGGER :D I love blogger. It always saves my life (: Hahaha, yeah right >.<

So, I am left here all alone, typing this out. My brother is asleep. So is my mum. My dad has gone to work. I am alone ): With this hot lappy. I mean, really hot. Haha, I charged it while using it. So, now, it is super hot. Oh gosh. Today, I am going to share with you guys how I spend my superly bored Sunday ):

To start off, I went to my religious class. I took my Arab exam. It was quite okay. :D So then, I went home, after the exam. And then I had my breakfast. And then I watch some tv. And now, on the lappy. Gosh, it's really hot. I need to take a break.

Seeya later.
Ida Juliet.

PEOPLE WERE CREATED TO BE LOVED. THINGS WERE CREATED TO BE USED. THE REASON WHY THE WORLD IS IN CHAOS IS BECAUSE THINGS ARE BEING LOVED AND PEOPLE ARE BEING USED.

Hello, today was awesome. I feel like thee king of thee world :D HAHA. It was awesome to me :D I woke up at around 7 plus and then I slept again. I was damn sleepy. And I woke up at 8.10 am :D HAHA. Took a bath, changed into my uniform, tied up my hair anyhow, rushed and out to living room, took a bite of my breakfast, drank some Milo, put on my shoes, text my love and then met him ♥.

I walked to the interchange by the school way. On the way there, I was feeling somehow hyper and drunkard. So, yeah. On the way there too, I met my choir members. OHMYGOD. Haha. That was not a problem until we planned to skip choir. We thought of quitting choir. Well, we want to suggest a club to Me Hafiz, if we can. Haish.

We went to Bugis after that, did some shoppings. Oh yeah, I don't know where was David Archuleta going to in Singapore. >< SADDED. Oh, and then, went to Bedok. I went to the library :D Oh yes, I was the only one engrossed in a book. BOOKWORM! Haha, whatever, :D LOL. Awi♥ slept on my shoulder, awwwh :D Nadhirah leaned on my shoulder and read the book together with me and then got lazy to read, HAHA. Kept on fidgeting seh that Nadhirah. HAHA. PEACE.

Then, Nadhirah had to go. I was left with Awi♥. HAHA. So, I felt cold. Like seriously, it was super cold. And then Awi♥ hugged me to keep me warm, :D Awwh, I felt secured in his arms (: Thanks, love.

After finished reading the book, I wanted to read another book but gave up. LOL. Haha, so, mum asked to meet her, so yeah. Went to Simei and sent Awi♥ to traffic light to bus stop (: He kissed me on the cheeeeeek :D HAHA. Ok, so the tk perlu. Okay, went to KFC and met my mum. My mum's hand was cold. Awwh. Then ate ROASTA :DD Wooooohoooo, ate super fast as my mum asked me to. HAHA. Nothing much happened. So skip that part. On the way home, I accidentally pressed emergency code on my phone >< LOL. Sorry Awi♥.

Just now, I watched a sweet video. A girl was sitting down on a park bench, solving a sudoku puzzle. Then, a guy came and sat beside her. He was interested in her. The girl was using an earpiece. The guy tried to make a conversation. He said something like " Hey, " cause he did not notice the earpiece. The second time, he looked at her and waved and said, " Can I lend your pen for awhile? " The girl gave it to him and then he said " Thanks, appreciate it much " After that, he came again the next day, expecting to see her again. That day, he brought sticky pads. He wrote, " Hey, nice to see you again " and pasted the note beside him on the bench. He also placed anothr sticky pad beside it, unwritten one, expecting her to reply on it. The girl replied, " Hey, nice to see you too ". The conversation kept going, using lots of sticky pads, until he wrote " Hey, can I have your number? " She replied, " No, I don't have any phones. " He wrote, " Haha, that's a terrible lie. " She replied, " No it isn't but if you want, I'll be here tomorrow again. " The guy smiled at her. Then, he asked " Hey what song are you listening to? Can I listen to it to? " She replied " A special song. I'm embarassed to let you hear. Maybe another day " He wrote, " Okay. Do you like movies? " Until it was time for her to go home.

The next day, she came. She came with her own sticky pads. She wrote, " I'm glad to see you here " he replied, " You're late. " She said, " I'm sorry. Would you like to hear my special song? " He smiled eagerly. She passed him her earpiece. The guy placed it on. He was surprised. There was no song. The girl made hand signals ( the way deaf and mute people do ) and signalled something like " The song comes from my heart. I am a special person. " That was when the guy was shocked.

After a few seconds, he finally wrote, " You're still beautiful. "

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWH, sweet right? Okay guys, it's late. Got to get going. Takecare guys, I will always have an exciting story to tell you guys.

Love,
Ida Juliet ♥

IF YOU LIVE, I'M GONNA FIND YOU.

Greetings fellow human beings! I am feeling quite hyped up, maybe due to the stupid crunchie chocolate I bought at 7-11 for $1.90! I know, it's very expensive! The lady who has a shop at my void deck sells the chocolate at only $1.50! Gosh, $0.40 could have been saved, y'know! ): Hahaha, but who cares, I would still be hyper, LOL. Hmm, well, let me share with you guys about my Sunday, :D

Well, woke up at 8.35 am, which is practically, LATE for a Sunday morning as I have my religious class at 9.00 am. Well, I bathe for 12 minutes, HAHA, I was late but still I could take my time for my bathing :D Must be clean, people like when you are clean, not when you are dirty :D HAHA.

After bathing, I wore my uniform, took my breakfast then switched on the computer at 9.00 am, HAHA. Cause my teacher always come late, so I took the time to see what my love meant by saying that he could not view my facebook profile. I checked, nothing wrong /: Hmmmm.

After checking, I went off. Wheeeee, arrived there on time. Perfect time :D Teacher just came and unlock the door :D Haha, so yeah. I went in and sat at my place. Surprisingly, Izah was not there, so I thought she did not come. Played with my phone ( more to sms-ing my love ) and then came Izah. She said she went home first as she came down too early. LOL. Haha, that is one advantage you can use when you live on top of an RC. Hahaha.

So, took my exams. Tauhid was easy, Fiqh was okay :D So, finished early but had to wait >< After madrasah, followed Izah to 7-11. I felt like eating chocolate, so yeah, I bought crunchie. Izah bought her Jelly Ice Cream. Hahaha. Awwh, those memories where Izah and me loved that ice cream and bought it almost everytime we met (': Awwh.

And after we bought the things we wanted, Izah had to wait for her mum. But I had to go home ): I went home. But before that, we shook hands, and it felt weird as we don't quite shake hands the normal way. We always did a special handshake but have not being doing so for the past few weeks, so we decided to shake hands the normal way. And it felt weeeeeird. ><

On the way home, I saw a cat :D HAHAHA. So not needed. Okay, when I reached home, my mum asked me to watch a scary movie called 'GANGGUAN' with her >< But then, did not finish the story ): My mum said she wanted to do housework >< So, I, being a coward, switched off the television and took a bath. After the bath, I sat down and started reading this awesome book called ' The Secret Years '. Wanna know about it? I'll share. But I'm just at page 98. There are a few hundred pages. So, I won't be sharing much. But just read, if you want to :D



I will tell you about the characters I have known so far okay? They are:

Colt Molten - A main character in this story. He is a guy who studies in a high school. He is secretly in love with a girl named Julia Vernon.

Julia Vernon - A babe who is attached to a guy, named Austin Chadwick, who she doesn't quite love him. She likes Colt more than she likes this guy. She died in a car accident.

Syd - A girl who loves Colt more than anything else. They once got together after Julia's death but it didn't work out as Colt still has the feelings for Julia.

Michael Vernon - Julia's brother, who is a freak.

Tom Molten - Colt's gay brother who is in college and comes home once in awhile.

Nick & Fred - Colt's bestfriends.

Pam - Julia's bestfriend.

So, the story goes,
One night, when Colt was walking along the riverbank where it ran behind his house down to a bridge. Kids did party under the bridge sometimes, where once you are under the bridge, you were out of sight of the road.

Colt did not expect to see anybody there at that point of time. When he got to the bridge, he saw a shiny car parked off to the side of the road. Then, he noticed a girl wading into the river, all alone in a fancy dress. He did not feel like talking to anyone at that moment of point but a girl wading into a river with a fancy dress was strange! That was when Colt met Julia.

Colt thought that she was trying to drown herself and shouted at her to stop what she was doing. To his amazement, the girl dared him to join her instead, after some talking. That was when they got to know each other. And lastly, the girl kissed him.

After that day onwards, they became close. They had a secret relationship where no one else knew but them. Then came one day when Julia and Pam went for a joy ride and met with an accident.

Colt could not believe it when his friends told him about it. One day, Michael Vernon came to him and asked whether he knew Julia, as he did not tell anyone they were seeing each other, neither did they talk to each other in school. He gave him Julia's diary after confirming C.M was him, as C.M was mentioned in every entry in the diary. Colt started to read the diary since that day. He felt as if Julia was still alive.

One day, Julia had family problems. Colt knew she needed someone to comfort her. He went to her and tried to comfort her. Syd misunderstood him and kissed him instead. Colt tried to breakaway but at that point of time, he thought Syd needed someone to comfort her so he so-called " sacrifice " for her.

Colt's brother came home for thanksgiving. Tom announced that he was gay. His parents simply was shocked. But Colt was not that surprised as he already had some clue.

- continued -

HAHA, peace. Wheee, I just came home from the beach :D Almost met Awi sehh. But too bad, he had to go home already. ): So, wheeee. Now, I'm watching a funny show :D Really funny ^^ Oh yeah, on the way home, I met this cute loving old couple on bus. They held hands :D OMG, it was such a cute scene (:

Ohh and yeah, if you are reading this baby, I love you alot. Yay, a long post :D Haha, update your blog kay, bby? :D

So, at last, I end my post here. Oh, before that, my dad was super cuteeeee. When he saw a puddle, he jump2 on it :D HAHA, cute kannnn!

Love,
Ida Juliet.

IF I WAKE UP TOMORROW, WILL YOU STILL BE HERE? ♥

I feel the sun creeping up like tick tock. I'm trying to keep you in my head, but if not, we'll just keep running from tomorrow, with our lips locked. Yeah, you got me beggin', beggin', baby, please don't go, ♥

Spongebob, I woke up early just to watch your show, but you let me down ): I thought there was still more stories to watch ): Why must you go? I miss you already. Now, no one's gonna cheer me up anymore on a Saturday. Sadded, Ida Juliet.

Now, the words she said, have been running through my mind. Fuck you, bitch. I hate you for making my life miserable. Your attitude's fucked up, man. How can you say that straight into my face? What kind of a person are you. You just knew me and you want to give me that shit? Come on, get a life. Of all the people, why that person? You are such a bitch. Seriously. Oh my God, it may seem funny to you, but guess what, it isn't, okay? Now, get a life and please don't interfere with my life. Thanks. Now don't talk to me, anymore.

I don't know how to act in front of that person. I keep having doubts. I'm sorry, but don't put the blame on me. Put it on her. Or even yourself for entertaining her. I don't know who to trust. I don't even trust myself. Gosh, I hate that bitch. I wish I didn't have chatted with her. Maybe, I need time alone. Please, leave me alone.

Penned,
Ida Juliet ♥

OLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA people! I know, I did not update for a looooooooooooooooooooooong time, I mean, official looooooong posts. I updated short posts (: At least I update :DD Haha, I am bored. So, let me post a post :D Hahaha, to start off, I am on vacatioooooon :D Haha, great right? Secondary school only :D Primary school still schooling, ♥.

Give me one moment in time, when I'm racing for destiny, & in that one moment of time, I will be freeeeeee ♥ Channel 5, what got talent entah, HAHA. I love that song (: Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Sorry for the interruption of that song, :D

So, holidays. I want to go out and play xD Haha. I want to go out with friends :D I thought of catching a movie or something, but I don't think my parents let me do so. Sigh. But nevertheless, I get to use Facebook, Tumblr, Blogger, Youtube, so, at least my holidays will not be THAT boring yeah. Oh yes, I need to study too. At least I know what to do to past time (:

Oh yeah, OMG, I finally bought that bangle I wanted for oh-so-long :D RAINBOWWWWW! Me likey aloooot! :D Sorry for not buying the bangle with you, love. My mum pay :D Haha, might as well ask her for it (: Wheeeee. Now, I am going to find that boook, named Breaking Dawn, at library :D I do not wish to spend $21.95 on such a thick book which I may put aside and not read it. Hahaha, like I did to Eclipse ( which is not mine, but is Nada's ) Hahaha, I forgot to return it to her. So yeah, I'm just going to the library to borrow it, IF I can find it. But, I don't quite care because I can buy the CD and watch the show itself, when it is released :D So yeah, :D

OH OH, I want a skateboard so badly. I want to learn to make tricks with it too. I found a so-called intructor to teach buuut, no skateboard >< Sigh. * Sniffle * LOL. Hmm, but if I had any too, where would I keep it? HAHA. Not that my mum lets me skate >< HAHA. & Oh yes, I waaaaaaant that DSLR camera! I am sooooooooooooooo going to save up my money for it man! It's so cool! I love it, ALOT, trust me. If I got that camera, I would seriously take care of it as if it is my life. GOSH, im in love with a freaking camera which I do not even own! What's wrong with me? HAHA. Okay peace.

Oh God, I want that IPHONE & IPOD for a long time already. Guess I have to give it up. But the IPHONE is becoming true, as said by my dad. Maybe, next year I'm getting one of it as for some contract purposes :DDD I really want one. But IPOD touch? Maybe I don't want it anymore :D Soo, I have nothing much to say.

I love Spongebob Squarepants. I really appreciate him for cheering me up when I'm down. Thanks, Spongebob Squarepants. Takecare, R.I.P. Love, Ida Juliet.

I am so freaking bored. Haha, sorry took to long to post this post yeah (: I was really blank on what to talk about. At least, now I know what to talk about. So, till next time okay, guys?

Iloveyou, Safawi.

Ida Juliet, ♥

HALO WORLDKU. amacam? haha. wassssssssssssssssssup. im bored.

THAT PIC WAS GREAT HUH! haha. ok, till next time.