♥Saturday, January 8, 2011♥
HELLOWELLO. Today is a Saturday. And it's boring. Gahhhhhhhhhhhhh. I am supah bored. Hmmmmmmm, Erni's coming home tonight. Haha, like my adek like that. Hahahah! Okay lame dayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. Ohkay, so I can't get over yesterday's thing. Whatthe.
Oh yeah, Rizal called. He's gonna leave next week D: Sad right ): No more mr nice guy ): Haha, dayah, lame. Maybe tomorrow, gonna drop by his house with my mum. Gosh, gonna miss him. Oh, he said he'll be moving to Switzerland, Zurich. Wah, nak ikot! ): So far lehhhhh! Ohmygod. I'm sooo hoping that he's not going! His family and him going leh! I also dont know why go there one sia. My parents don't want to tell me ): Then when I asked Rizal, he say he don't know. Tipu sia. ): DAHH, tkmo miss him.
And so, this is for my beloved hubby :
When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I'll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. Really, I will!
Sorry for yesterday. I hate having feelings y'know. It sucks, especially if you are me. Cause my moodswings, FUHYO. Haha, seriously. One moment of time, you see me laughing, then another moment, you see me crying my heart out. [ Reminds me of the song Don't you cry your heart out by Cody Simpson \m/ ] Hahaha. So yeah, being me is so fucked up. Anyways, thanks for trying your best to understand me, dear. Although I don't think anyone will EVER understand me. Even I don't. Hais ): Sad right, I know. Oh and guess what, I took the 'How high is the level of your jealousy' and guess how much I got! 98% jealous! Fuuh, I totally agree manx. Even the machine knows that I'm supah jealous, manx! FUHHYOOOOOOO. I was like ' wow, man, wow ' It's like supah true. Haha, know why know why? Come closer.. * CANNOT TELL! * HAHA. Ok, lame dayah.
Sooooo, I have nothing more to say. But I will try to talk about things. I hope that 2011 will be a great year for me. Please, no more shits. Please, no more arguments, fights, quarrels, whatsoever. Please, no more tears. Please, no more of me trying to fake a smile. Please, no more of me trying to hide the pain inside. Please, I just wanna be me. So yeah, if I'm mad, I'm gonna show it. If I'm sad, I'm gonna tear up. If I'm happy, I'm gonna laugh. If I'm angry, I'm gonna yell. I wanna do that. Really, I don't want to have to fake everything. I'm gonna show everyone what I'm made of! Yeah. That's my new year resolution. Oh yeah, I really wanna study hard. Please, don't make me lose my confidence. I wanna study. Really. I wanna top the class, the level, the school. Whatever it is, I'm gonna take risks. I'm so gonna try my best. No one's gonna bring me down!
Okay, that was too much for 'try to talk about things'. Haha! Ohkay, I really don't know what else to say. Oh, that bitch. Just shut up okay. I was so happily chatting with the cute little kid about my hubby<3 when she came and destroyed all of it. Jealous much. Here's the conversation, B - Bitch. M - Me.
B : Hey.
M : Halo? Haha [ I thought she suddenly random say 'hey' to me ]
B : Ni cousin diyerh, * name >< *
M : Oh, hello.
B : You att?
M : Yupp, you? (:
B : Yeah. You and him still together?
M : Yeah, duh.
B : Brape months?
M : 9 months (: Cool kan?
B : Boleh la.
M : What do you mean?
B : He's not worth it la.
M : Whatthe?
B : Tkkn kau nak ITE nye budak.
M : Woah, why? How you know about him? And anyway, insulting ITE people per?
B : Tadi kau bebual ngan cousin aku, aku tgk ah. Tk insult ah. Kesiankan kau je. Lagipun, susah nk meet up. So, confirm korang tk last.
M : Haha, kesian? Tkya kesiankan aku luh k. Kau sape nk ckp ni sume. Last ke tak, tkde kene mengene ngan kau pe.
B : Lantak kau ah. Aku bagi nasihat je.
M : Oh, nasihat ye? Kau jage matey kau pun baek. Tkmo jage tepi kain orang.
B : Sial, aku cume ckp je sia.
M : Tsk3, maki2 yer? Tk baek tau.. Ish.
B : Tkmo step alim ah. Aku cume nk ingatkan kau je, tkmo terlalu sygkan matey kau, nanti kalau diyerh gi, kau yang hancur.
M : Haha, okay luh, kalau tu nasihat, aku terima. Beh kau, jangan sebok jage tepi kaen orang uh k. Matey kau gi jage dulu. Nanti kau yang hancur.
B : Nabei.
M : Awwwh (:
Like fuck luh sia. Mood teros hilang. Geram pe. Tk suke, dok diam2 pun baek sia.
- Ida Juliet.
Oh yeah, Rizal called. He's gonna leave next week D: Sad right ): No more mr nice guy ): Haha, dayah, lame. Maybe tomorrow, gonna drop by his house with my mum. Gosh, gonna miss him. Oh, he said he'll be moving to Switzerland, Zurich. Wah, nak ikot! ): So far lehhhhh! Ohmygod. I'm sooo hoping that he's not going! His family and him going leh! I also dont know why go there one sia. My parents don't want to tell me ): Then when I asked Rizal, he say he don't know. Tipu sia. ): DAHH, tkmo miss him.
And so, this is for my beloved hubby :
When everything seems to be unfair, when all that you do is not appreciated, I'll take your hand, wipe away your tears, take you for a walk and remind you how special you are. Really, I will!
Sorry for yesterday. I hate having feelings y'know. It sucks, especially if you are me. Cause my moodswings, FUHYO. Haha, seriously. One moment of time, you see me laughing, then another moment, you see me crying my heart out. [ Reminds me of the song Don't you cry your heart out by Cody Simpson \m/ ] Hahaha. So yeah, being me is so fucked up. Anyways, thanks for trying your best to understand me, dear. Although I don't think anyone will EVER understand me. Even I don't. Hais ): Sad right, I know. Oh and guess what, I took the 'How high is the level of your jealousy' and guess how much I got! 98% jealous! Fuuh, I totally agree manx. Even the machine knows that I'm supah jealous, manx! FUHHYOOOOOOO. I was like ' wow, man, wow ' It's like supah true. Haha, know why know why? Come closer.. * CANNOT TELL! * HAHA. Ok, lame dayah.
Sooooo, I have nothing more to say. But I will try to talk about things. I hope that 2011 will be a great year for me. Please, no more shits. Please, no more arguments, fights, quarrels, whatsoever. Please, no more tears. Please, no more of me trying to fake a smile. Please, no more of me trying to hide the pain inside. Please, I just wanna be me. So yeah, if I'm mad, I'm gonna show it. If I'm sad, I'm gonna tear up. If I'm happy, I'm gonna laugh. If I'm angry, I'm gonna yell. I wanna do that. Really, I don't want to have to fake everything. I'm gonna show everyone what I'm made of! Yeah. That's my new year resolution. Oh yeah, I really wanna study hard. Please, don't make me lose my confidence. I wanna study. Really. I wanna top the class, the level, the school. Whatever it is, I'm gonna take risks. I'm so gonna try my best. No one's gonna bring me down!
Okay, that was too much for 'try to talk about things'. Haha! Ohkay, I really don't know what else to say. Oh, that bitch. Just shut up okay. I was so happily chatting with the cute little kid about my hubby<3 when she came and destroyed all of it. Jealous much. Here's the conversation, B - Bitch. M - Me.
B : Hey.
M : Halo? Haha [ I thought she suddenly random say 'hey' to me ]
B : Ni cousin diyerh, * name >< *
M : Oh, hello.
B : You att?
M : Yupp, you? (:
B : Yeah. You and him still together?
M : Yeah, duh.
B : Brape months?
M : 9 months (: Cool kan?
B : Boleh la.
M : What do you mean?
B : He's not worth it la.
M : Whatthe?
B : Tkkn kau nak ITE nye budak.
M : Woah, why? How you know about him? And anyway, insulting ITE people per?
B : Tadi kau bebual ngan cousin aku, aku tgk ah. Tk insult ah. Kesiankan kau je. Lagipun, susah nk meet up. So, confirm korang tk last.
M : Haha, kesian? Tkya kesiankan aku luh k. Kau sape nk ckp ni sume. Last ke tak, tkde kene mengene ngan kau pe.
B : Lantak kau ah. Aku bagi nasihat je.
M : Oh, nasihat ye? Kau jage matey kau pun baek. Tkmo jage tepi kain orang.
B : Sial, aku cume ckp je sia.
M : Tsk3, maki2 yer? Tk baek tau.. Ish.
B : Tkmo step alim ah. Aku cume nk ingatkan kau je, tkmo terlalu sygkan matey kau, nanti kalau diyerh gi, kau yang hancur.
M : Haha, okay luh, kalau tu nasihat, aku terima. Beh kau, jangan sebok jage tepi kaen orang uh k. Matey kau gi jage dulu. Nanti kau yang hancur.
B : Nabei.
M : Awwwh (:
Like fuck luh sia. Mood teros hilang. Geram pe. Tk suke, dok diam2 pun baek sia.
- Ida Juliet.
♥ i will be there for you through it all,
@ 1/08/2011 07:20:00 PM
@ 1/08/2011 07:20:00 PM
THAT rainbow bangle,