You ever have one of those days where you feel like you’re gonna explode? You’re so angry and fed up and miserable that you just sit there and try to control your emotions, but you can’t. Because you don’t know how to deal with them. Ever have one of those days when every person that comes up to you is a trigger? Every sentence spoken to you is a trigger? People come up and say ‘are you okay?’ And you say yes and try to fake a smile because you think maybe you could pretend you’re okay. Plus, you don’t even really know WHY you feel the way you do. It’s just a bunch of mixed emotions that are boiling up inside of you then they suddenly all come out, and you feel stupid & embarrased but you can’t do anything to stop the way you feel. You ever have one of those days where you go in the school washrooms and cry in one of the stalls? Then wash your face and try to make your eyes not look watery, and make the little red blotches under your eyes from crying go away. Because you think it makes you seem weak. & then go back to class and pretend you’re fine when really… you feel like you’re falling apart inside.