We would of made 1 year and 2 months this month.

But we broke up a month ago. We had our ups and downs, we put each other through hell and back, but I can never say I regretted being with you. You were like my bestfriend, but of course my boyfriend. I can act myself around you and you took me for who I am. I hurt you, you hurt me. It was equal. We had the best time, and people loved how we were together. I honestly miss you so much, but now you just walked out of my life. As if I was nothing.. It hurts to look back at what we had. When I see you, I fall back in love with you, you make my heart skip a beat.. But you don't notice that, I'm the only one trying. Why did you change? Why did you turn into an asshole? Why do your friends notice everything I do for you, but you dont? Why am I getting treated differently. Go ahead have your space, have all the girls you want, but remember what you had, who was the only one that gave a fuck when no one else did. Remember who was there to wipe your tears away. Dont get me wrong but I don't understand how you could forget me that fast. I wanna move on, but something is holding me back. You dont understand how I just wanna run into your arms, but I cant. Please explain everything to me.. Ohh, right. You dont wanna talk about any of that. This date means the world to me.. And always will be labeled on my heart.. It's time to let go.. I love you..
I dont know what to feel.