Damn, can't believe where we're at now. You said it's my fault, but I don't even know how it was. You always said that I'm the only to blame but now I realized that I should have said the same. After every single lie about them other girls, and after all the times that you made me cry.. How could I be so dumb to let all that slide? How could I be so stupid to stay by your side? But I couldn't see it, love just had me blind. And all you did was take advantage of it everytime. As long as you were mine, I didn't care about a thing. I was a slave for your love, a puppet on your string. So just tell me that you love me, 'cause that's all I really wanna hear
And there I go again believing something I can't feel. As long as you were here, I didn't care if it was real. I learned that love is pain and the bruise is showing clear.


As time goes on, and time goes by, I'm still missing you, and I just don't know why. Every guy that I find doesn't seem like you. Back to a point in time when I was proud to call you mine. So I switch my mind, hoping things would change. But it never does, and you always stay the same. So I find another guy, so my heart can relax but like magnets we attract, so I keep on coming back. Then it's the same old thing, ding ding, step in the ring; fights every night, promises don't mean a thing. The only thing that grows is the amount of tears. But loving you is so hard to regret and wanting you is so hard to forget. But I would rather feel upset, instead of any neglect. I'm just a cadet fighting for your love, what's next?


And it seems like ever since we've been over, you only call and text me whenever you're not sober. You go out with your friends thinking nights will never end but once you back home, the pain is back again. We started out as friends, then slowly moved above, we were walking up in lust, tripped, fell into love. I always thought you'd be the one, a perfect match too. But usually the one you fall for, isn't the one to catch you. Love is a battle, and trust is fragile. And all you ever did was run it into the gravel. I gave you full control, I gave all you my soul.Cause I was never brave enough to ever let you go. So try to find a girl who will love you like I do; Who will put up with the lies and the fake alibis..