SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, time to be emo ): Hahaha. Hmmmmmm, ok luh, this part for you k. Reply to your post. Ok luh, I know, you do good things, people won't praise you or thank you for it. But once you do bad things, people won't forgive you. And they'll remember it. For a long time. Ok, what I wanna say to you is that, was I there when you needed a friend? I was, right? When you needed ears to listen? I was, right? I was there for you. And only this once, when you messaged me and I didn't reply, you're upset about it? I admit, I am sorry but just this once. Just once. You really expect me to be there, always? I have my reasons to not reply your texts. You know why? You just talk about guys. About how they ask you for stead and stuffs. And I get bored. Don't you have any other topics to talk about? See, people change. And friends leave. And life does not stop for anybody. Try to understand this. Oh yeah, you changed too ok. When you have nick, you forgot about me too. When nick calls you, I said, later call back uh, you shhh-ed me with an angry face and continued talking. When I am with you, nick calls, you answer and talk to him. And what do you expect me to do right? See, having a boyfriend changes everything. And you know that now. Understand that. And I know, you don't realise these things. Neither did I. But now since you say that I've changed, I tell you that you've changed too. Fair. Oh yeah, I'm secretive. Yes. You know why? Cause even if I tell anyone my problems, no one would actually care. So, I just bottle them up. I don't show you my sadness, my anger and etc cause people actually don't care ok. They are just curious. So yeah, nobody knows what's going with me. That is why I have my mood swings. Sorry yeah, but I prefer to bottle things up. As you can see, I don't update my blog with sad stories anymore, cause people read blogs not to see sad stuffs. So yeaaaaaaaaaaaah, nobody sees my sadness. Oh, you know why I'm not hyper anymore, cause you are. When you're hyper, you tend to forget about the world. That's it. You wanna know, I tell you. Sorry yeah.

Ok, that's that. I don't know how to put those things to words, but I hope you understood aye. (': Please understand. It's not that I pentingkan Safawi ok, it's just that, when I talk to you, you keep saying you're bored, so, yeah, peace.

- Ida Juliet.
whenever you need me, i'm still here. you just got to accept the fact that people just change. for the better, and sometimes for the worse. but i think im gonna change for the better. next year, i wont be staying back anymore, im serious about bucking up on my education. you stay back but you get a higher position than me, so i think that, i wont be following you guys. even though you guys dont study much, you still can get a higher position than me. i realised this. so, yeah, if you're gonna say i changed next year, oh hell yeah, im gonna change. for the better. for the future.